Idristan did not like to think about the future.
He never had; planning ahead, thinking of the consequences, had never been his strong suit. He preferred to live in the moment, improvising and adapting to whatever trouble came his way. And since he was still alive to talk about it, he figured that he had to be at least somewhat good at it.
But it was worse now. Sebastian had hinted at how lonely a long life could truly be, and while most of the time he could avoid dwelling upon it, there were times at night when the thought of losing everyone kept him up at night.
And tonight was shaping up to be one of them.
Idristan lets out a soft sigh as he lowers the book he had been trying (and miserably failing) to read. “Shite,” he breathes, reaching up to rub tiredly at his eyes. “Not now. Not…” But it was no use. After all, how exactly did one stop themselves from thinking? He swallows hard, his eyes flicking briefly towards the brandy bottles arranged neatly on a kitchen shelf. He starts to walk towards them–then abruptly stops, and makes for the door instead.
Fortunately for him, the Black Dove headquarters was only a brisk walk away. It is silent when he enters, and for a few moments he’s afraid she’s not actually here. But then he spots a bit of light coming from the basement, and his smile returns as he heads down the stairs. Of course she would still be up. Working no doubt.
And sure enough… His smile grows as he spots her. He starts towards her, then stops. There was a time when he would have approached her from behind and tried to draw her into a hug, but he knows better now.
“Solenne,” he instead says quietly and simply waited for her to turn. There is warmth in her eyes, but also a hint of concern.
“Idris,” she says as her sharp blue eyes study his face. “Is something wrong?”
He can feel a touch of ruefulness creep onto his face. He could never hide anything well from her.
“Stop working,” he says, neatly dodging the question. “Come… come dance with me.” It is clearly an impulsive request, one he had just conjured up on the spur of the moment–but then, isn’t living in the moment exactly what he wanted right now?
“Or we could go walk along the beach. Anything. Just… be with me?” And there it was. The reason why he had come. His eyes are hopeful, and, for once, oddly vulnerable as he looks over at her–and perhaps it is this that finally causes her to take his hand.