Who Hurt You So?

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by Edna St. Vincent Millay

Who hurt you so,
My dear?
Who, long ago
When you were very young,
Did, said, became, was…something that you did not know
Beauty could ever do, say, be, become?–
So that your brown eyes filled
With tears they never, not to this day, have shed…
Not because one more boy stood hurt by life,
No: because something deathless had dropped dead–
An ugly, an indecent thing to do–
So that you stood and stared, with open mouth in which the tongue
Froze slowly backward toward its root,
As if it would not speak again, too badly stung
By memories thick as wasps about a nest invaded
To know if or if not you suffered pain.

Prompt #23: Alms

“Come on sister; it’s Starlight next moon.”

Elonne sighs softly as Idristan repeats that argument yet again.

“I am aware of that brother,” she shoots back. “That doesn’t change the fact that, unlike you, I only have so much to give.”

Idristan lets out a soft huff, even as he unconsciously reaches out to tug at the collar of his admittedly very nice coat. The one that likely cost the same amount as rent here for a moon, if not more.

“I’m not asking you to give gil sister,” he points out. “Just… you’re an apothecary, aren’t you?”

“Apothecary assistant,” she corrects, her tone sharp.

“Assistant,” he repeats wearily in agreement. “Regardless. You know how people get sick this time of year… how bad it can be.” He is being careful on how he phrases this point; it would be far, far too easy for Elonne to bring up the matter of their mother, how she had been the one to look after her and not him…

“I am very much aware,” she states, a bit of an edge creeping into her voice–though she does not press the point. Yet.

“So,” he continues quickly, in an attempt to cut her off before that happened. “I just want whatever you can spare, in case I run into something my magic can’t deal with. That’s all. I’m trying to help the Brume, Elonne. Our home.”

“My home, you mean. You don’t live here anymore.”

Idristan has to bite down a growl of frustration at this. “But I know what it’s like sister. The same as you.” He hesitates, then adds quietly: “Please.”

Elonne purses her lips as she considers, then she nods once. “All right, I’ll see what I can do.”

✧ all three

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Solenne to Idristan:

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

Michaux to Idristan:

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

Leon to Idristan:

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

Send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

Tips for leveling DoH & DoL

hasty-touch:

I am fondly known by my friends as “that guy who’s obsessed with crafting and also Ishgard”, so I’m ecstatic about getting to enjoy both those things in Shadowbringers. And I’ve been hearing a lot of my friends excited about the latter wanting to catch up with the former so they’re ready to participate! I love crafting so much I’ve capped classes on 4 alts… so having leveled multiple times, I thought I’d share some of my thoughts and tips – not a detailed how-to guide (though maybe I’ll try to write one of those someday), but broader opinions about what strategies to take. This is geared more to DoH than DoL (which is more self-explanatory IMO) but I’ll include thoughts on DoL too.

I learned how to craft back in the 2.5 era from GameFAQs and from ffxivguild – though I can’t easily recommend the latter anymore because their ads and autoplay videos have gotten really aggressive. If I find a good, current guide I’ll add a link here.

Other resources well-loved by me or friends are Crafting as a Service for shopping lists and leveling planning, Ariyala for gearing, FFXIV Teamcraft for their endgame-invaluable simulator, and Garlandtools Bell for unspoiled nodes.

So let’s see. What would my general tips be for people who are picking up DoH and DoL now in anticipation of Shadowbringers?

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