Things My Character Can Do

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Idristan can…..

bake a cake from scratch | ride a chocobo/horse | fly an airship | speak more than one language | dance | catch a fish | play an instrument | throw a punch | build a deck | ice skate | understand allagan tech | fix a clock | fire a gun | sew | juggle | play poker | paint | fly a kite | sculpt and/or whittle | write poetry | change a diaper | sing | shoot a bow and arrow | ride a bike | swim | sail a boat | do a back-flip | play triple triad | give CPR | pitch a tent | flirt | stitch a wound | read palms | use chopsticks | write in cursive/calligraphy | use an electric drill | braid hair | make a campfire | make a mixed drink | solve puzzles | wrap a gift | give a good massage | repair magitek gear | roll their tongue | magic tricks | yoga | tie a tie | skip a rock | shuffle a deck of cards | read morse code | pick a lock

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Prompt #30: Close

Like any voidhunter worthy of the name, Idristan had had his fair share of brushes with death. While so far he had been luckier than many of his colleagues in that he was still standing at all, the seemingly never ending battles had left marks across his skin.

Most of the time he thought little of the scars; they were proof of his survival, not a source of shame. Though every now and then, generally after he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror, he couldn’t help but wonder what he would look like, if he continued to walk this path.

Would he even have any unmarred skin left in ten years? Twenty? A century? It was generally at this point that he went for a walk or reached for a bottle, as he did not like to dwell on the possibility of outliving nearly everyone he knew.

But still, the question continued to linger over him, haunting his thoughts late at night. What would become of him in the future?

Assuming, of course, that he managed to live to see it.

Prompt #29: Dote

It was safe to say that Adeya was up to no good.

Despite the fact that it was probably unwise to let her within a malm of a kitchen unsupervised, here she was, cookbook laid across one counter and a culinary disaster happily boiling away on the stove.

Her thought had been to surprise Synn with dinner for once (usually it was the other way around), but at the rate things were going, it seemed that he would be surprised for a very different reason.

At least it would be something to laugh about while they headed to Limsa for something edible later.

Prompt #28: Echo

Odette purses her lips as she studies herself in the mirror, absently reaching up to brush a few stray strands of hair back into their strategically messy place.

She had heard in the past that she looked like her mother, but she could never truly see it. Her mother had been taller, with darker skin and eyes that shone blue, not red. If anything, she suspected that she took more after her father, and that people were just attempting to be polite.

Still. She wouldn’t have minded if it were true.

Prompt #27: Fling

Odette’s mother had always been quite candid, when Odette had asked about her father, that the relationship had been little more than a one night fling. That she had been charmed by his cute looks and soft words, and that perhaps there had been some alcohol involved. Lycelle had seen no reason to hide the truth from her daughter, and so Odette had accepted all of this as the reason why the other kids in the places they visited had fathers, and she did not.

There were times that she envied them, of course, especially during those times when her mother left to do her job. But a quick reminder about how she was getting to see more places than those other children could dream of, and anyroad her mother loved her, usually was enough to distract her. She certainly didn’t the resent the man who wasn’t there.

That would come later.

After the Calamity, after her mother’s disappearance (she was “missing”, not “gone”, she would insist. She couldn’t be gone, there was no way, and after all they had found no body), when she realized that she would be staying with her aunt and cousins for far longer than anyone had intended, then she started to grow bitter.

Because for the first time she needed him, and he wasn’t there.

Prompt #26: Monsters

So what is it that separates a voidtouched from a voidsent? At first it seems an easy question–physical appearance alone should be enough correct?–but as one explores further it starts to become anything but.

Though it does not seem to be their preference, at least some succubi with sufficient will can appear human. And while I have not run into any voidtouched with extensive obvious physical changes, that does not mean that such things are impossible–more likely, such things only increase one’s already high odds of a premature death.

So if it is not appearance, then what then? The presence of the Hunger would be the next obvious choice, but I refuse to accept any definition of voidsent that would include me in their number. I am not one of them, and I shudder at the very thought of it.

That said, I do believe that the Hunger must play some role. Those who don’t feel it are obviously only voidtouched, but for those of us who do, I believe that the presence or absence of will to fight to contain it must be the dividing line. A voidtouched chooses, a voidsent does not. We can choose to not be monsters.

…Some of the time.

Private notes on the nature of voidtouched

Prompt #25: Kindness

“Odette, is that a cat?”

Ameline
Surlaint’s vision was not what it had once been in her youth–but then, one did not need perfect sight to note the mewing coming from the young Duskwight’s shopping basket as she tried to slip quietly up the stairs to her room.

And the answer to the question was all but obvious as Odette jutted out her chin, a silent gesture of stubborn defiance as she debated whether or not it was worth lying. “Mayhaps,” she settles on finally.

Ameline sighs tiredly, evidently not fooled at all by the non-committal answer. “Bring it here,” she orders, gesturing towards a nearby table. She doesn’t sound angry, and yet Odette hesitates. She knew when she might be in trouble–and anyroad, the parlor had always been off-limits to her.

“Now,” her aunt adds, far more sharply, and Odette finally, reluctantly, obeys, moving to slowly place the entire basket down before her, kitten and all.

Ameline purses her lips in slight distaste as she reaches into the basket, retrieving a tiny, fuzzy lump. It’s fur was entirely black, as if it had been dropped into a vat of ink, save for bleary blue eyes. Without the cover of Odette’s scarf, it was certainly far smaller than it had seemed at first glance.

“You found this outside?” Ameline inquires, to which Odette nods, even as she scuffs a toe nervously across the nice rug and her aunt turns her attention back to the kitten. “It’s tiny. I’d say it’s likely a runt, especially if you found it alone.” Her dark eyes flick back up to Odette at this, at which she nods once more.

“It’ll likely die before long,” she finishes as she wraps the kitten back into the scarf and sets it into the basket once more. Odette’s expression visibly falls at this, but already there is a stubborn set to her jaw. “It might not have been a kindness, bringing it here.”

If it dies,” Odette shoots back. “You don’t know it will.”

“Oh? And who exactly is going to even attempt to see it survives the night?”

“I will,” she declares, holding her chin up high as she does so.

Ameline seemed to have expected this answer, even if she was not happy about it. “Your uncle will not be pleased,” she warns. “He does not like animals. You are to ensure that it does not run wild about the house. And it cannot interfere with your studies.”

Ameline’s words seem to catch Odette off-guard, for it appears to take her a few seconds to realize what her aunt was implying. But sure enough, a grin slowly starts to spread across her face.

“And you are not to get your hopes up too high. Sometimes kindness isn’t enough to save something,” she cautions.

“I know,” the young duskwight replies back–but Odette doesn’t seem to be entirely listening, for she has reached out to gently pet the furry lump.

As Odette practically skips off, Ameline sighs once more and shakes her head, unable to shake the feeling that she had just set up her niece for another harsh lesson about how the world worked.

Prompt #24: Undertone

Some suns were worse than others.

Sometimes she could almost feel entirely normal, could manage to keep the noise in her head to a dull whisper, the stray memories safely stored away.

But other times she wanted to scream, and keep screaming until it stopped, until she could think–be–just herself again. Whatever that truly meant now.

She wasn’t entirely sure anymore.

Prompt #23: Alms

“Come on sister; it’s Starlight next moon.”

Elonne sighs softly as Idristan repeats that argument yet again.

“I am aware of that brother,” she shoots back. “That doesn’t change the fact that, unlike you, I only have so much to give.”

Idristan lets out a soft huff, even as he unconsciously reaches out to tug at the collar of his admittedly very nice coat. The one that likely cost the same amount as rent here for a moon, if not more.

“I’m not asking you to give gil sister,” he points out. “Just… you’re an apothecary, aren’t you?”

“Apothecary assistant,” she corrects, her tone sharp.

“Assistant,” he repeats wearily in agreement. “Regardless. You know how people get sick this time of year… how bad it can be.” He is being careful on how he phrases this point; it would be far, far too easy for Elonne to bring up the matter of their mother, how she had been the one to look after her and not him…

“I am very much aware,” she states, a bit of an edge creeping into her voice–though she does not press the point. Yet.

“So,” he continues quickly, in an attempt to cut her off before that happened. “I just want whatever you can spare, in case I run into something my magic can’t deal with. That’s all. I’m trying to help the Brume, Elonne. Our home.”

My home, you mean. You don’t live here anymore.”

Idristan has to bite down a growl of frustration at this. “But I know what it’s like sister. The same as you.” He hesitates, then adds quietly: “Please.”

Elonne purses her lips as she considers, then she nods once. “All right, I’ll see what I can do.”

Prompt #22: Home

Letting her backpack slip from her shoulders to land on the floor with a thud, Odette flops down onto her bed and stares up at the ceiling. Between classes and practice it had been a long sun already, and she still had homework left to do. And with Starlight in a moon, it would be even busier than ever; in fact, she had already heard some of her classmates talking about their plans.

Starlight… At the thought a melancholy sigh escapes from her lips as she rolls over onto her side. She could head back to Ishgard, she supposed, spend the holiday there… but that seemed so unappealing that it wasn’t actually a serious option. She had never felt like she had belonged there, not truly. In fact, she wasn’t sure she belonged anywhere.

Without thinking she reaches out, picking up the worn, stuffed ahriman with the tattered wings that kept watch over her bed, and hugs it tightly to her chest. It was familiar, comforting. It smelled like home.

No matter where she ended up, at least she had that to always remind her.